Beauty.Tuesday, November 03, 2015
|"Never Blame Anyone In Your Life. Good People Give You Happiness. Bad People Give |
You Experience. Worst People Give You A Lesson. And Best People Give Your Memories."
I recently watched Niki Demar's vlog : "Why I Don't Feel Beautiful" and I couldn't help but feel inspired to touch on this topic of beauty and "flaws". Most of the time when you hear girls talk about their insecurities, it has to do with the fact that they don't feel skinny enough. However, I feel just the opposite. I'm that kind of person that people despise because I have super fast metabolism. I can pretty much eat whatever I want, whenever I want and not have it affect my body. You would think that I would be ecstatic about that, but frankly I'm not. I've had strangers and family members say that "I'm too skinny". To be honest, I would agree with them. I would give anything to have "more meat on my bones" because sometimes when I look in the mirror, I feel as if I look like I'm still 12. Some clothes just don't lay "right" on me despite that people say I can pull of anything. It is rare that I feel sexy, instead I just feel bland...which sucks so bad when you're in a relationship and don't have that kind of confidence. But I just need to keep reminding myself that there's more to life than physical looks.